I hate the word
“spiritual”. It's a pet peeve of mine. It describes the natural
human need to try and explain to themselves who they are. It
expresses the need for transcendence over the “human condition”,
which is another phrase I hate but still use. People search for
philosophies that explain what life is about and explain why they are
here. This is clearly not a futile endeavor. But, I hate what it has
come to represent. Increasingly, people say they are spiritual
instead of just saying they are religious. Otherwise and more
commonly people try to occupy the space between religions by not
admitting to themselves that they are just agnostic or atheist. But,
common to all of these people and most nauseatingly so, people think
it makes them special that they are spiritual ,leading to spiritual
snobbery. I am spiritual and so a higher being and you are not, seems
to be the attitude. To which my first thought is. Please go do
something rude to yourself. Of course, since I am a “nice” person
I would not say that. Being spiritual is
like finding an invisible friend. It gives you a warm and fuzzy
feeling that makes you think you found a special something that
nobody else has.
An Indian friend's
Russian wife once said that she had met an Indian that was atheist
and could not understand how Indians could be atheists. I said
nothing then because the ignorance of the statement left me
astounded. But, this has nothing to do with the fact that she is
Russian. This reflects a common misconception about Indians even
among Indians. Indians like to think that theyfound our invisible friend
and non-Indians like to think that Indians have too. Huh? Wait. If
spiritualism is all about a search for something and Indians are the
more spiritual. Doesn't this actually mean that in spite of searching
for thousands of years Indians have not found “it” yet. Whatever ”it”
is. So, the Russian lady must think Indians are stupid. The whole world
must think Indians are stupid. Some Non-Indian
Christians clearly think Indians are stupid. I am sure Indians are not
stupid. All joking aside, what is this Indian quest or spiritualism
then?
India has never
learned to express it's material needs well and suppresion of the voice of Indians by Indians and others has left India with no avenue for expressions and as often happens, when people
cannot find expression, rage is born. As Salman Rushdie says “people
find their identity in their rage”. This leads some Indians to
act just as Rushdie describes. Murderous groups or sedate religious
groups or anti-religious groups all find their identity through their
dealings with this feeling of rage. Some act out. Some flee violence
to take refuge in religious and “spiritual” philosophies that
leave them in a child like state that make them feel that if they
ignore it will go away. Very few act on their rage in a positive
manner and try to make things better. It is said that depression is
internalized rage. India fits this description well. Down the ages, mass killers act
out on their rage. Indians do that too as we saw with the Gujarat
riots and the anti-Sikh riots of 1984 to name a couple, but mostly as
a group, Indians learn to live with their rage. In an attempt to
rationalize this rage with no violent outlet, Indians turn to
bankrupt philosophies that help them rationalize things. Communism is one of these as witnessed by the Maoist Naxalites. Also, only in India do you find Communists who go to temples, churches and mosques. Only in India will you find spiritual Communists. The result of all this nonsense is a state of
inaction that people see as spiritualism. Because clearly inaction
means that Indians must be above all of this. That is why you hear
non-Indians talk about how people seem happy in spite of the poverty,
corruption and social problems. This is “spiritualism”. This
fatalism and apathy which just worsens the problems
and hence the depression that I spoke about earlier. Compounding the problem is the Central
government's suppression of freedom of speech. Anybody who expresses
themselves freely including cartoonists are jailed. Chinese style
internet censorship is not far away. In fact, a Delhi
high court judge thinks that China has done the right thing in
censoring free speech. The state that India finds itself in is a
result of Indian fatalism resulting from this thing called
spirituality. Indians must
act as Krishna says to Arjuna in Peter Brook's adaptation of the
Mahabharata. Act against what you see as wrong. Dispel yourselves
of the Maya of spiritualism and act. This is my spiritual advice to you.
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